Halo halo ~Red steel(๑> ◡ <๑)
everyone! ️ Good news! ️
When I asked for a comment yesterday,There was a comment! ️
Eru-san‼ ️ Thank you.
Supporting commentsIt really touched my heart.
In that comment“Isn’t the hurdle to write a comment high?”There was that, but
I certainly thought that was the case.
Why so muchRed steelIs he particular about comments?I like listening to the voice of my heart.
If you talk face-to-face, you can make various efforts to hear the voice of the other person’s heart (at the time of consultation), but do you really convey what you want to convey your thoughts in letters? ??
not yetImmature and lack of studyRed steelI’m worried.
Is it misinterpreted? Does it make the reader feel uncomfortable?
Everyone who blogs about that! ️I know that I’m thinking, butRed steelteethI don’t want to do the same thing as someone who blogs in the world.
Different from peopleRed steelI want to stick to a unique way‼ I was thinking about ️ while writing a blog for the past month.
that isI don’t know if it will work in the world.But I don’t think anyone can tell until I try it.
Often“It’s better to regret after doing than to regret before doing“Isn’t it?
I really like this wordRed steelIs a little different
“I would like to go step by step while thinking about what I should do so that I don’t regret it while doing it, instead of regretting it before I do it.”
by Red steel
After all, I don’t want to regret it even after doing it.It may be a timid remark, but it’s just a beautiful thingEvery day I feel that I can’t beat the harsh reality.
Criticism, cheering, opinion, or even a true word is fine.
I want to hear the voice of everyone’s heart! ️‼ ️
I am waiting for such a voice and comment.
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The introduction has become longer … Then, I will write the continuation.
The usualLinkI will paste it.If you are reading for the first time, please click here.
(This story is really the truth that Red Steel experienced.)
Chapter 1
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Chapter 2
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Chapter 3
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Chapter 4
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Chapter 5
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Chapter 6
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Chapter 7
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Then, keep in mind and get rid of it! ️‼ ️
Chapter 8
High schoolcuratorIn one wordRed steelCan’t go even if he stands upside downA prestigious school has been decided.
And, if you want to be such a strong man, you can’t do it as it is! ️ told by the director
somethingMy weaponMust have! I was told ️.
and,physical strength‼️But you are not! ️Run! ️ Run! ‼ ️
That said,I ran with the intention of dying.. There were times when I vomited many times. Nevertheless,I ran without giving up.
And the body that was fat until now became thin, and the endurance running, which was the second from the bottom in the grade, and the 50-meter run are in the grade. “Top “It went up until.
When I was physically fit, I had the following problems.
That injured right elbow no longer moves at all.
According to the doctor, the growth of the body and the human possessionNatural healing powerHowever, it was said that there was a bone that shouldn’t exist because of the overlap, and I had to take it.
Immediately after taking the high school exam, I had to undergo a second operation.
I always take the exam, but “Have them take the test only for the shape “IfIf 5 subjects were less than 100 points, I was told that there would be a call with my parents.
And the test is over, and the next week the surgery is over.General anesthesiaWhen I wake up from, my parents are standing in front of me and the first voice is …
father“You‼ ️It was called with less than 100 tests! ️ “
“I was called only by you at the entrance exam. If I said that he was in the hospital, then only the parents should come, and the school told me to get angry instead, and I was really embarrassed.”
I had no choice but to laugh when I was told that.
It’s a funny story now, but at that time it was really“Stupid”It was www
And this high school is a boys’ school. The entrance ceremony is over and practice in a new environment starts.Red steelWas a start from rehabilitation.
The number of members recommended this time is 4 and the number of members from the general public is 6 and 10 people.A total of 15 people entered as first graders.
The five players who came up from this junior high school were so strong that they were famous players in Osaka and had no choice but to think that they were unlucky when they hit the match.
Since I was in junior high school, I practiced with high school students at the national level, so I’m not weak.
And there were still junior high school students at that time, but everyone was so strong that I couldn’t think of them as junior high school students! ️ After rehabilitation, I didn’t practice with high school students.
When I started practicing with such a junior high school student and became a second grader, the child who entered by recommendationRed steelIt became only.
And there was only one player left in the general public.
When I met that player againRed steelIt has changed my life significantly.
(The player is“M contestant”Write. )
M player had a quiet face, but it feels like a strong and ferocious Chihuahua www.
It ’s the first time I ’ve been born with that M player. ”rival”But there is“Comrade”But there is also.
Encourage each other during hard practice, and never lose to him when fighting! ️ We have feelings for each other, but it’s not that we weren’t on good terms.
And I made two promises with M player.
1. Raise the bench press 100 kilometers by the time you graduate
2. The winner of the last practice is the winner of the last 3 years! ️
The bench press was really difficult. Even though I had surgeryA dream story about 100 kilometerswas.
However, M player will continue to raise 70 and 80 kilometers.
Looking at it sideways, this is bad! Thinking ️, I went to school early in the morning and practiced secretly.
And when we were in the third grade, each otherYou can raise 100 kilometers and you only have to fight
“Fighted seriously”.
The result was a draw.
At the end, they said thank you for 3 years and shook hands. “Let’s play this conclusion again when we grow up. “I promised that my high school life was over.
and,Red steelWas studying, working part-time, and teaching judo to juniors at the dojo, aiming to become a civil servant without going on to higher education. (Of course, volunteer www)
One day when I was living such a life, I received a phone call from M player for the first time in a while.
Player M“How are you doing after a long time?”
Red steel“I’m fine. It’s been a long time. What happened suddenly?”
Player M“No, I wanted to hear the voice for the first time in a long time, so it’s a big deal, so nextWould you like to go out for a drink on Sunday?」
Red steel“Sorry, it’s difficult because I have to go to study and dojo games next Sunday.”
Player M“Well, I’m busy.Is your life fun now? ??」
Red steel“Eh ?? Yeah I hate studyingIt’s fulfilling」
Player M“Yes, I understand. I’ll contact you again.”
I still remember this exchange like yesterday.
At that time, was there something I wanted to talk about?I think I’ll get in touch with you again“Careless”I was thinking.
And a week later, this timePlayer MWas on good termsJudo club seniorI got a call from.
Red steel“It’s been a long time since my seniors. Recently, I’ve heard a lot of people from high school.”
“Last week tooPlayer MI got a call from」
Senior “Yes,Red steel‼ ️ I want you to speak honestly! ️
Did you say something when M player called you? ❓ “
Red steel“What ?? Is life fun now? ❓,I was invited to go out for a drink on Sunday.」
“I refused because I had a plan for that day, but maybe my seniors will go too?”
upperclassman“Well, listen calmly,M player died yesterday. “
End of Chapter 8
Thank you for your hard work so far. Thank you for reading. m (_ _) m
It was a pretty worrisome ending www
This is one of the unexpected and regrettable events in my life.
Why at that timePlayer MI knew that there was something wrong with my remarks, but more“personally”I wondered if I couldn’t become …
At that time, if I sensed something strange and was worried about somethingDidn’t you get a consultation?
If so,Player MMay still be alive.
excuse me. I became a little emotional.
This matter was the triggerRed steelteeth“Let’s get in touch with anyone!”It was the moment I thought.
I was wondering whether to publish this, but even while writing“My fingers trembled and hesitated a little”But
This is also nowRed steelI’m trying my best to write it because I think it was because of this matter.
I’m writing while remembering, but even after many years, I’m almost in tears.
It may sound like a delusion, but it really writes all the truth.
I wrote it for a long time today. I’m in trouble if I’m writing this story www
I will write this continuation tomorrow! ️
I’d love to! ️ Please look forward to tomorrow.
Hon, goodbye (￣ ▽ ￣)
