Nick Kyrgios is a man used to the lights of the circuit. Outgoing as he is, he always drew attention for everything he did or said on a tennis court. However, in this case,He allowed himself a moment of reflection and shared on his social networks a message from those dark days where depression took over his body and mind.
The Australian reported: “This is me three years ago playing the Australian Open. Most people assumed that I was mentally well, enjoying life… but that was one of my darkest periods. If you look closely, on my right arm, you can find the mark of a self-harm.”
“I was having suicidal thoughts, I was literally struggling to get out of bed, the last thing on my mind was playing in front of millions of people. I was lonely, depressed, negative, abusing alcohol, drugs, I walked away from myself. family and friends. I felt like I couldn’t talk to or trust anyone.”
“All of this was the result of not opening up, of refusing to receive the support of my loved ones, of not making any effort to be positive. I know that the day to day can seem extremely exhausting, impossible at times. I understand the position of people who think that if you open up to others, it can make you feel weak or scared. From here I’m telling you right now: it’s okay, you’re not alone “.
“I’ve been through those times where it seemed like the vibes of positive energy were never going to come through. Please don’t feel like you’re alone. If you feel like you can’t talk to anyone, I’m here, reach out.”
“I am proud to say that I have completely turned the situation around, now I have a completely different perspective on things, I no longer take a single moment for granted. I want you to know that you are capable of reaching your full potential and smiling. This life is beautiful.”
Today he is a Grand Slam doubles champion but his greatest title is having escaped from some ghosts and it does not stop there. He lends a hand to those who are suffering from depression. That one is in the windows.
